Love Grace

The doubts and fears, they keep my worries close and faith afar, but, lo, I'm rendered vulnerable before you, O Lord. I cannot see a life without you leading it. I cannot imagine the misery and emptiness your absence emits. I lay in silence, broken and tired. I'm weary of this world and the void it provides. I long for your love, I yearn for your presence. I can't live life, I can't take a step without you. I'm broken and tired, Lord. Fix me and heal me for only you can. I lay myself at your feet and accept your mercy and love. I plead for your guidance and light to lead me along the way of righteousness for there's nothing worth living or dying for if not you. When I run, you bring me back, when I hide, you seek me out. Thank you for never letting go of me even when I let go of you. I'm broken and tired and all I want is you. The past is a blur and my future unclear, my dreams are a haze and my dreams are a phase, but you, Lord, are forever, amen.